Too Bad

Too bad,
I’m so stupid,
Always making mistakes.
Too bad,
I’m too clingy,
Always reaching for your hand.

I’m sorry I worry so much,
Always trying to change for the worst.

It’s such a shame,
That you’re so great,
And I’m dismay.

It’s a shame,
That I wont see you again,
How your proud of it,
Saying to your friends, “he’s not worth it”.

Oh how you’re so right,
You never tell a lie,
You’ll move on only forgetting my name,
But my face will surly remain.

As for me,
I’ll try to make due,
With so much to prove,
Breaking hearts was never my best trait,
But you on the other hand,
Is a whole other rhyme…..

Can't Do Everything

To my parents

I’m so frustrated
On how they put me down,
They push me up there to do it all,
Like I can with stand and be tall,
But really I’m ready to fall.

They put the blame on me,
Like I’m suppose to be able to do everything,
Like I can handle anything,
When really I’m just weakening.

Then they call me crazy,
Like I was made to put up with all their hypocrisy,
Oh they never worry about me,
Just get pissed off at what I can’t achieve.

They ask what’s wrong with me,
When I’m on the edge,
When I crack with one sarcastic word said,
Then they just get angry,
Like I’m meant to be perfect or something.

One day I’m going to just leave,
But before I do I’ll say this…….

You pushed me up there,
To handle it all,
And now I’m just gone,
I don’t care at all,
Handle your own problems,
For just one night,
Get some one else to deal with your fights,
Because I’m just tired of hearing you whine.

You thought I would always be there,
Like I meant to live my life for you,
Like my whole life has nothing to do with it,
And I was made to handle all your cries.

Don’t get me wrong,
I love you so much with all my might,
But I’m just tired of dealing with all of this all the time,
I just want my own life,
I’m tired of picking up all the slack,
When no one else give a crap,
It wouldn’t bother me so much,
But you never even take time to understand,
Why I’m so upset.

They just think I’m made to be stone,
To be some one who will never be broke,
I know I used these words before,
But it’s how I feel lately,
And there’s just nothing I can do.

This is all I have to get this out,
I just wish I could tell them this,
With out them taking everything out on me because of this,
I hope one day they’ll just understand me when I say this
“I can’t do everything.”