Thursday, January 20, 2011

Space Bound

(Verse 1)

We touch, I feel a rush, we clutch, it isn't much

But it's enough to make me wonder what's in store for us

It's lust, it's torturous, you must be a sorcerous

Cause you just, did the impossible, gained my trust

Don't play games it'll be dangerous if you fuck me over

Cause if I get burnt, I'ma show ya what it's like to hurt

Cause I've been treated like dirt befo' ya

And love is "evol", spell it backwards, I'll show ya

Nobody knows me, I'm cold, walk down this road all alone

It's no one's fault but my own, it's the path I've chosen to go

Frozen as snow, I show no emotion what'so ever, so

Don't ask me why I have no love for these mo'fuckin' hoes

Blood-suckin' succubuses, what the fuck is up with this?

I've tried in this department, but, I ain't had no luck with this

It sucks but it's exactly what I thought it would be like tryin' to start over

I've got a hole in my heart from some kind of emotional roller-coasta';

Somethin' I won't go on till you toy with my emotions, so it's over

It's like an explosion every time I hold ya, wasn't jokin' when I told ya

You take my breath away, you're a supernova

And I'm a...

(Chorus)

I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon

And I'm aimin' right at you

Right at you

250, 000 miles on a clear night in June

And I'm aimin' right at you

Right at you

Right at you

(Verse 2)

I'll do whatever it takes, when I'm with you, I get the shakes

My body aches when I ain't with you, I have zero strength

There's no limit on how far I would go, no boundaries, no lengths

Why do we say that until we get that person that we think's

Gonna be that one and then once we get 'em, it's never the same

You want 'em when they don't want you, soon as they do, feelin's change

It's not a contest and I ain't on no conquest for no mate

I wasn't lookin' when I stumbled onto you, musta been fate

But so much is at stake, what the fuck does it take, let's cut to the chase

'Fore the door shuts in your face, promise me if I cave in and break

And leave myself open that I won't be makin' a mistake

Cause I'm a

(Chorus)

I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon

And I'm aimin' right at you

Right at you

250, 000 miles on a clear night in June

And I'm aimin' right at you

Right at you

Right at you

(Verse 3)

So after a year and 6 months, it's no longer me that you want

But I love you so much it hurts, never mistreated you once

I poured my heart out to you, let down my guard, swear to God

I'll blow my brains in your lap, lay here and die in your arms

Drop to my knees and I'm pleadin', I'm tryin' to stop you from leavin'

You won't even listen, so fuck it, I'm tryin' to stop you from breathin'

I put both hands on your throat, I sit on top of you, squeezin'

Til' I snap your neck like a Popsicle stick, ain't a possible reason

I can think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live

Tears stream down both of my cheeks, then I let you go and just give

And before I put that gun to my temple, I told you this

(Bridge)

And I would've did anything for you

To show you how much I adored you

But it's over now, it's too late to save our

Love

Just promise me you'll think of me

Every time you look up in the sky and see a star

Cuz I'm a

(Chorus)

I'm a space-bound rocketship and your heart's the moon

And I'm aimin' right at you

Right at you

250, 000 miles and a clear night in June

And I'm so lost without you

Without you

Without you

I gotta stop putting my WHOLE heart in one relationship i always get burnt.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Am I alone?

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

My doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Some people may have wondered why the rat (year of the rat)

There may be some who've wondered why the rat
Happens to be first to have a year
Exclusively devoted to his name.
Yet clever, crafty creatures never fear:
Eventually they'll win -- that's where they're at!
And this is how it came about: The rat,
Racing for the prize, fell towards the rear.
Out of breath, he thought he'd lost the game.
Fast rampaging Bull was drawing near;
The problem was: How to reach his back?
Here came by the lost, high-leaping cat.
Eureka! Up they went, the two friends dear,
Riding on the bull's back towards fame.
At the last, Rat pushes Pussy clear,
Then leaps ahead of Bull -- and that was that!

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Dont say I love you

Never say “I love you”
If you don’t really care
Never talk about feelins
If they arent really there
Never hold her hand
If your gonna break her heart
Never look into her eyes
If all you do is lie
Never say hi if you really mean goodbye
If you really mean forever
Then say you will try
Never say forever
Cause forever sometimes makes her cry

Mixed up thoughts

Shooting stars,
Painful scars

Distant voices,
And bitter choices.

I watched my life pass by when I tell her goodbye,
Stupid me made her apart of my time.

If you love something set it free,
And if it comes back it’s meant to be,
Is what she told me,
Funny how sometimes I just don’t believe her stories.

Moving on,
Now there’s some one new,
Sometimes I feel she just won’t due.

She wants me to call,
Yet she’s so distant,
She says she’s tired,
I just think she’d rather watch the District.

I just don’t believe theirs anyone for me,
I have spent most of my time alone you see,
I seem to loose my identity so easily,
I always ask what the fuck is wrong with me?


What am I going to do,
Other then waste all my time with you.
If I lost my site,
My future wouldn’t feel very bright.

But this is all beside the point,
Oh wait there never was one,
These are just some mixed up thoughts,
Just some mixed up thoughts from me,
But who gives a dam
Aww there it is,
That’s my point beneath this rhyme,
Now I'll carry on with my time.

Judged

I’m writing this in frustration,
Can’t you feel my pain,
Do you feel like it’s your job to make my life miserable every fucking day?

And the answer is yes im hurting deep with in,
Its not just because of you.
Can you see all the scares in my writing.?

And no you couldn’t get a better picture of me if you met me first hand,
Because all that I am is in this ink,
This ink is all I can ever be.

And im not going to care what you think of this rhyme,
because honestly it has nothing to do with you.
I don’t think it came from your mind.

All you do is read it and judge it ,
Regardless of the point,
You bitch and moan about the grammar
and that the lines aren’t in place all the time.
Yes I know your right!!!
But this isn’t your rhyme..am I not right?
Go get your own ,
And ill let you know what I think ,
The same way you did to me.

I don’t mind your criticism ,
I welcome it most times.
Just this once could you ignore my punctuation.
Don’t worry about the spelling,
Just read what’s its about,
and what im trying to say this time.

But its not going to matter to me,
If you only give me one star this time,
and write me a nasty line,
I’m not going to give a fuck one bit, it served its purpose,
Did you get what I meant?