Too Bad

Too bad,
I’m so stupid,
Always making mistakes.
Too bad,
I’m too clingy,
Always reaching for your hand.

I’m sorry I worry so much,
Always trying to change for the worst.

It’s such a shame,
That you’re so great,
And I’m dismay.

It’s a shame,
That I wont see you again,
How your proud of it,
Saying to your friends, “he’s not worth it”.

Oh how you’re so right,
You never tell a lie,
You’ll move on only forgetting my name,
But my face will surly remain.

As for me,
I’ll try to make due,
With so much to prove,
Breaking hearts was never my best trait,
But you on the other hand,
Is a whole other rhyme…..

Can't Do Everything

To my parents

I’m so frustrated
On how they put me down,
They push me up there to do it all,
Like I can with stand and be tall,
But really I’m ready to fall.

They put the blame on me,
Like I’m suppose to be able to do everything,
Like I can handle anything,
When really I’m just weakening.

Then they call me crazy,
Like I was made to put up with all their hypocrisy,
Oh they never worry about me,
Just get pissed off at what I can’t achieve.

They ask what’s wrong with me,
When I’m on the edge,
When I crack with one sarcastic word said,
Then they just get angry,
Like I’m meant to be perfect or something.

One day I’m going to just leave,
But before I do I’ll say this…….

You pushed me up there,
To handle it all,
And now I’m just gone,
I don’t care at all,
Handle your own problems,
For just one night,
Get some one else to deal with your fights,
Because I’m just tired of hearing you whine.

You thought I would always be there,
Like I meant to live my life for you,
Like my whole life has nothing to do with it,
And I was made to handle all your cries.

Don’t get me wrong,
I love you so much with all my might,
But I’m just tired of dealing with all of this all the time,
I just want my own life,
I’m tired of picking up all the slack,
When no one else give a crap,
It wouldn’t bother me so much,
But you never even take time to understand,
Why I’m so upset.

They just think I’m made to be stone,
To be some one who will never be broke,
I know I used these words before,
But it’s how I feel lately,
And there’s just nothing I can do.

This is all I have to get this out,
I just wish I could tell them this,
With out them taking everything out on me because of this,
I hope one day they’ll just understand me when I say this
“I can’t do everything.”

Its amazing how i feel when im around you

It's amazing how I feel when I'm around you,
How my heart pounds when you come into a room.
I look at you and think: My God! How lovely!
And everything I am bursts into bloom. I feel as though you must, you must be mine,
Not as a possession but a goal,
Something almost unimaginable:
The free devotion of another soul. As though I were about to enter heaven
Or just within the hour condemned to die,
My mind with one fierce thought keeps running over,
With you, and only you, the reason why.

Just wanted you to know: I love you

Just wanted you to know: I love you.
Months have passed since we became close friends.
Every day I find I'm thinking of you,
Though no word from you that message sends.
And yet we share all other thoughts and feelings:
I cannot wait to tell you of my day,
And you give me the gist of all your dealings,
Which makes me hope we walk in the same way.
Telling you this is opening a door
That never can be closed again, and yet
I must, because I ache for something more,
Something that I must risk all to get.
Some night, perhaps, we'll go hang out somewhere;
I will reach for you, and you'll be there.

Ninja Ways

Awesome skills of agility
I wear black spandex and a black hood, see?
Don't act like you don't shake and shiver
At the mention of my name--I'm a killer!
Stalking in the dead of the night
Yeah, you'd Like to put up a fight!
But you'll never leave my sight!
And you won't see me anyways
Cause I'm a ninja with ninja ways
And a ninja sword and a ninja...uh...face?
Whatever, dude, my ninja style
Will knock you clear across the isle
Of time! That's right. Go ahead and smile!
I'll wipe it off with my ninja speed
And knock you out with my ninja creed
Yes, you're laughing again. You'd better concede
Because, hey look at me!
I'm a ninja with ninja agility!
And stalking you, you'll never be free!
I got the style and the mad training
I got stealth bombs and sight-evading
Technology you can't be knowing
Cause I'm a ninja! Now, get shoving!
Because, right now, I'm ninja gaming
And my reflexes, you're distracting!

Beautiful Eyes, beautiful face

Beautiful eyes, beautiful face,
I'm shy to talk to you.
You're the eagle I must watch
No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free,
The mistress of my eyes,
Rolling through exultant air,
Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own
Could I but have your wings,
Could I but go where night begins
And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love,
How might we fly together!
But I must watch you from below
And long for you forever.
But I must be the one below
And long for you forever.

Darkness

Its like a plague that never goes away,
Or an animal and its pray,
It waits...
And waits...
And waits...until you're ready,
Then closes in and devours you...
From the inside out.
ALL you see is shadows of the ones you once knew,
No more happiness,
No more laughter,
No more love,
Its like a thunderstorm that blocks your soul.
Your soul becomes a black hole,
Whatever said, heard, or learned,
Is forgotten, never brought up again,
No longer does anything matter,
Its all darkness,
Like a plague that never goes away.

Shadow Demon

i took a quiz, that basically tells you if your a demon or an angel.
well i got a shadow demon

A demon created from pure shadows, it's angered easy by those who hurt others. Shadow Demons are just misunderstood which makes them sad. everyone mistakes trhem for evil but they are more pure than angels and tries to save everyone more often than angels but people are to scared to let them help.

so yea.......all true
and the freaky part is that all the quizzes i take all either all rite or halfway true....so it really is freaky

My personality

well my personally consist of two types. the good and evil one. I try not to go to the evil side but sometimes it just pops in and moves the good aside for a while. When that happens i like totally black out and when i snap out of it i like seriously dont know what happen but i can usually guess since it doesnt happen often. But the results have been bad.....i know that for a fact. It's very rare for me to go to my bad side, im not gonna say how to make me into my bad side cuz some people would just do it and get me piss. My evil side can kick in very easy during the night. And my evil side actually lives up to my nickname.......assassin.Thats why my evil side to me is called the "assassin" side. My good side is basically in the morning. Im very shy when it comes to met new friends unless im introduced. Im a nice person if you know me. i love to play around make jokes and sometimes freak people out. but either that, im a nice and caring person. You can ask anyone of my best friends....they are kt, amber, joseph, xena, and some others too, but thats all i could think of rite now. I believe none of them have seen my assassin side. because it's very rare for that side to appear in the mornings and the afternoons. But it can kick in anytime after dawn. So far i believe that my assassin side has only kicked in like 3 times in my life. i'll state what age when it happen but if you wanna know why then message me. The ages are, 5,8,and 12. those three ages where i went assassin on someone. i was scared after that time when i was 12. when i think back i actually feel surry for that boy. To me, when i think back of what happened to me or to that person when i went assassin.......i actually creep myself out. Thats why im always trying to make peace and not get in to much of a trouble. If your a naruto fan then a person that would describe my good side would be shikamaru. it's true. Well thats my personality, thanks for taking your time to read this even though your probably bored but feel free to leave comments with your opinions........thanks

Heart of an assassin

Never the one to hold grudges
But willing to prove my point
Going against my will
Thinking of the worst
I can't fight how I feel.

From the pain and sorrow they brought
They deserve to be punished
My heart screams go for it
My body won't move
I know it's not right

Too late to turn back now
Finger on the trigger
My target in its place
all that is left is...
To aim and shoot

I take a second to think
I've realized I'm insane
My heart is cold, -10 degrees
My eyes are dark, the blackest coal
"Boom" a loud fire shoots out

My target demolished
My mission completed
My life less complicated
My heart remains cold
I am the assassin

what your chinese zodiac mean

do u ever wonder wat ur chinese animal sign mean?
well here it is.

RAT---- You are honest, funny, and talkative but you also tend to be greedy, petty, and selfish. You know how to take advantage of a situation. You are a collector by nature and probably the only ones awake when the rest of the world is asleep.

OX---- You are usually patient, dependable, and hard working. Sometimes, you tend to be slow, stubborn and resistant to change. The Ox is most happy when left alone.

TIGER---- You are known for your courage, generosity, and passion. Being authoritative and a risk-taker, you make a good leader. Think carefully before you act because your brash and stubborn character can offend others.

RABBIT---- Rabbits are the luckiest animals of all. You are gentle, talented, friendly and very popular. With your cautious nature, you can be successful in anything you do.

DRAGON---- Unique, energetic, and overly dramatic you are blessed with good health and luck. On the other hand, you tend to be unbearably moody and a perfectionist.

SNAKE---- You are blessed with both beauty and brains which makes you both talented and a wise decision-maker. But sometimes you care too much about your looks and can be selfish and lazy.

HORSE---- People like you for your cheerfulness, wisdom and sincerity. With your positive outlook on life, people like you. You like to be alone and tend to be impatient with others.

GOAT---- Your peace-loving and well-mannered nature makes you close to others. You are also elegant and creative which makes you a good artist.

MONKEY---- You're funny, smart, and full of energy. Because you're fun to be around, people give you lots of attention. You are also a natural leader but be careful because you can sometimes be tricky and unfaithful.

ROOSTER---- People tend to see you as funny, trustworthy, and always on time. Because you enjoy being the center of attention, you can be full of yourself. Sometimes, you can also be selfish and harsh.

DOG---- Dogs are, as you would imagine: loyal, honest, and devoted. You are extremely helpful and positive but can also worry too much and be critical.

PIG---- Pigs are noble and strong and always think of others first, especially family. Your intelligence and quick decision-making help you reach your goals. But you also have the tendency to be insecure and tough to handle.

And that is what ur chinese sign means.