There is this One Girl

So, there is this one girl i met and she was cute and hot. Her name is ____________. We met in homeroom but also through her boyfriend back then. He was my bro back then...always having my back. Now i have no idea where he is or what he's doing. Well first i was shy around her and i dont know about her. Then one day in my Tech Class we were outside having our "free-time" or should i say our "education." But we were playing Basketball and she came over and played with me...just me and her. I was happy. And while we were playing, i notice that she was more beautiful then when i see her from a distance. i cant lie because its true. Then after she broke up with her boyfriend...i waited for a while...thought about asking her out, but i was still shy...like really really shy. so, it turns out i didnt ask her out. But for some reason, one day, she asked me out and i was thinking, "i must be having a dream." So when i got home from school. and still have the note she gave me...and then said to myself, " nope not a dream," and how can i not accepted? the girl i like asked me out! So we went out like for Half a semester, but then we broke up...why? i have no idea...well i sorta dont remember it. because it was like lets see........3 years ago? so yea...then in our last year in middle school...she asked me out again in 8th well, technically she was like, "you ARE going out with me." so yea, again we went out again...lol
Now time has pass, we broke up again and when we went to HS. We were like stuck in the same class. well sorta. And yes, i still do love her...because that love came from my 6th grade year in MS, well started from adore, like, really like, now im positive i do, i love her, really love. hey you cant blame me cuz its been 3 years and my heart hasnt change. and everytime she gets hurt, i wanna to like kill whoever got her hurt. But i wont do it cuz like idk, it might feel weird. but now, its a whole new story. i will help her no matter wat. If im willing to break 3 phones because of her, and lets her like borrow clothing of mine(jackets,etc) then i let her keep it and also if she wants money and i have money, i would lend it to her and then it turns into, "huh? what u mean u owe me? i never gave you money girl." This girl has gotten me thru alot of drama that if it wasnt for her, i would have like died due to bullying and racism. She supported me and thats all that matters. I do not mind if she reads this nor mind if she hates me or nevered loved me...because as long as she's happy, im happy and im willing to leave her sights and her life just so she can be happy. Yes, i do sound crazy, but i am willing to do it.
I just want to say i Love you girl...and i hope you have a successful life.

To: Cheryl